I’m sorry for being innactive for a while
I got kinda difficult times here, since i served as a leader. And probably i needed time to adapt myself.
Leading community isn’t as easy as i think before lmao
I should put myself wisely, where to be kind, and where i must being firm(?)
And I’ve been trying so hard :”)
I should manage my time so well but it’s really difficult to do XD
And those aren’t included how everyone messages me for any rants and protests.
I lost myself.
Sometimes maybe i reached my limit, and idk what to do. I can’t confess all of my mind to my friends, even if i know they’ll be there. But i won’t distress them.
Sometimes i just being frustrated.
Sometimes i cried deep.
And sometimes i just keep myself silent.
But, i loved to see all of them smiling. Yesterday i inaugurated them, and happily they participated it so well.
Hope i can maintain them all, they’re my fam and i won’t lost them 😦
Wish me luck!